good bye...

To all that care.sigh
I am leaving .....not needing to clean this mess, I will move on
And know what I did was for the best
To help protect some innocent ones from the hands of a
Internet cad,..i did what I had to
Sorry, but I am a lightworker,.its been a tough road in this forum, for the last four months I have lost my way.and now.....well I am stronger.and will remain to be so no mad or so called man will ever take my dignity .EVER .sorry..
I have no doubt that you all will one day KNOW the WHOLE truth in this matter,
And that is fine..but to protect my life.I am moving on. I hurt my husband,..my family and myself,..for believing in love.....sigh (not that is any of your business....) what is and i understnd.....so i willl publically admit and aplogize for.......is:
I did ONE thing wrong I hurt Tanya..we have since spoken as we have done daily for months..but we have spoken and we have seen the "TRUTH" and there are others as well .none the less, what I did was wrong, fell for some stupid love song and whammmmmmm fell in love .so what ..well .the future was told to me by him that we were gonna be together .YUP I was stupid you bet .call me less alien more human ..whatever .but know .I did loved that man .totally completely and truthfully that whole way til the end .when he was so kind to spill his gutts and share the "TRUTH" about the others
OHMFG..I laughed so hard..how could a grown man be so stupid to tell his dirty secrets (I KNOW I KNOW,,,he trusted me..wrong .never tell another woman about you being a CAD .never .. she will protect her own)..well the only thing I could think of is one too many pills one too many drinks and well ya know, ya talk too much shit?.LOL
Well I am off to another world?..
Anyone who wants the TRUTH?.feel free to PM me, I have loads of info for you
But I wont do the dirty laundry out in the forum??it still needs to be rinsed, then hung out to dry
Have a wonderful journey my fabulous friends, those that REALLY know me
Know I am not mean and evil as our mod Ben said ..you know me look with your heart .and you will find me
Again, I have had a wonderful time with most of you, and til this all popped out of the closet, I thought I knew you.well judging me without hearing my side,,,,that is unfair and the sign of a fake messiah
if you need me...the ones that are real light workers..(and yes we too make HUGE mistakes that we pay for)..please know i am there for you...for those that simply wanna hear my side...feel free to email me....
i have nothing to hide anymore....I AM FREE OF ALL LIES


for the record...
i have become comfortably numb.......

Good bye for now
I am sure some of us will meet again
Light blessings

yet another fabulousmoment...

what a strange morning for me.... (sorry yesterday not today)

I find that sometimes I see such synchronicity in my life, I have a close friend that has been talkin about "signs' you know the little things that make you go hmmmmmmmmm...well with that said, today of all days I got sign that should have blown me out of the water but instead made such logical sense in my head

today....this morning, while i was fixing my coffee i decided to take a breather from the internet,,,surprise surprise...lol....but its what was needed...and so with that I chose to do a card reading...and man what validation came thru for me....I have been studying about Atlantis, and Lumuria for years now, and I am wondering if this place exists....well of course it did at one point....and so with that said i asked how do i know for sure, like gimme a sign to tell me so....well....i got a card and placed it down on the table...and when i flipped it over I got the "validation" card...LOL
ok so that makes sense to me.....cool.....then I decided to go outside for some air...yes...a ciggy if you must know...LOL.....suddenly as hubby and I were having a smoke, there above my head were 7 and we both counted them, but 7 dragonflies.....no rhyme or reason for them...just simply floating above my head,..I know you are asking yourself...so what ??? well to me its a reminder that the 7 sisters, which are the Pleiades star system, were also once the Atlanteans....and talk about a rush thru my system...I am a big believer in signs as well as synchronocities...so I believe that was my answer for the day....not to doubt myself, not to allow others to change my mind, as it is my truth that leads me down this path in which i live and love. so now I want to share something with you....this is very deep within my soul and I believe wholeheartedly that we will one day return to the "garden of eden"........

I believe the Atlanteans...are the founders of nearly all of our arts, ancients, they are the foundation in which we live our lives today.....they are the first fundamental believers, the first civilization on this planet, and even tho we believe that Atlantis was destroyed by a natural cosmic event,,,,I dent....I have seen in my visions how Atlantis was destroyed....and its truly life repeating itself, unless we can shield this from happening again. Atlanteans were the first to be merchants, the first to be colonizers of our beautiful planet....when Atlantis was old,...egypt was new..These lost beings ARE our ancestors, their blood flows within our veins, every race, every face of this earth, returns back to Atlanteans......we all lead back to them...It is time to remember our past, heal our present and pray deeply for our future....I have seen the destruction that will come....but ....we can change that outcome...its why we see future events, to guide them a different path.

I was talking with someone yesterday and I blurted out "i will only live another 7 years"......yes, I meant that....however, I can change this, I have been told that I wont be here for the cosmic party....dammmit...but I accept that, because I know that with everything I experience....I have chosen.............That includes, my visits from beyond, my "takings" and my loves......my worst nightmares and the best things in life...but I chose them, and I will live them.....as we all do.....I dent know why I rambled like this, but....its my journal....I can IF I want...LOL

have a beautiful day, splendid moments and many many blessings

No Gas Sept 1 2005

IT HAS BEEN CALCULATED THAT IF EVERYONE IN THE UNITED STATES AND CANADA DID NOT PURCHASE A DROP OF GASOLINE FOR ONE DAY AND ALL AT THE SAME TIME, THE OIL COMPANIES WOULD CHOKE ON THEIR STOCKPILES.

AT THE SAME TIME IT WOULD HIT THE ENTIRE INDUSTRY WITH A NET LOSS OF OVER 4.6 BILLION DOLLARS WHICH AFFECTS THE BOTTOM LINES OF THE OIL COMPANIES.

THEREFORE SEPTEMBER 1st HAS BEEN FORMALLY DECLARED ! "STICK IT UP THEIR BEHIND " DAY AND THE PEOPLE OF THESE TWO NATIONS SHOULD NOT BUY A SINGLE DROP OF GASOLINE THAT DAY.

THE ONLY WAY THIS CAN BE DONE IS IF YOU FORWARD THIS E-MAIL TO AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN AND AS QUICKLY AS YOU CAN TO GET THE WORD OUT.

WAITING ON THE GOVERNMENT TO STEP IN AND CONTROL THE PRICES IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE REDUCTION AND CONTROL IN PRICES THAT THE ARAB NATIONS PROMISED TWO WEEKS AGO?

REMEMBER ONE THING, NOT ONLY IS THE PRICE OF GASOLINE GOING UP BUT AT THE
SAME TIME AIRLINES ARE FORCED TO RAISE THEIR PRICES, TRUCKING COMPANIES ARE FORCED TO RAISE THEIR PRICES WHICH EFFECTS PRICES ON EVERYTHING THAT IS SHIPPED. THINGS LIKE FOOD, CLOTHING, BUILDING MATERIALS, MEDICAL SUPPLIES ETC. WHO PAYS IN THE END? WE DO!

WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE. IF THEY DON'T GET THE MESSAGE AFTER ONE DAY, WE WILL DO IT
AGAIN AND AGAIN.

SO DO YOUR PART AND SPREAD THE WORD. FORWARD THIS EMAIL TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW. MARK YOUR CALENDARS AND MAKE SEPTEMBER 1ST A DAY THAT THE CITIZENS OF THE UNITED STATES AND CANADA SAY "ENOUGH IS ENOUGH"

THIS MAY NEED TO BE DONE SEVERAL TIMES IN A ROW TO BE EFFECTIVE.

your starwars name

for those trekkies!!!

What's your Star Wars name? Body: Your Star Wars Name:


For your first name:

1. First 3 letters of your 1st name.

2. First 2 letters of your last name.

For your last name:

3. First 2 letters of your Mom's maiden name.

4. First 3 letters of the city you were born in.

now put them together and you have your star wars name...LOL

hugs
goddess\

(yea bored)

oh and my name....

LOL

karkl heber.....

interesting....weird......LOL

sand circles?

ok so i recieved a notice this morning froma friend who said
"check out the sane circles" "what do you make of them"
then i took a look and thought, powerful art...

what di you all think
link

then in search menu
type
sand cirlces
same as crops?

just curious what yall think
hugs
goddess