Well, I aint alone in my family now.

For a while, I was the only person who had seen a UFO in my family.
That changed about a year ago when my mother told me of something she remembered from her teenage years. She told we she was on the couch in her house, and the T.V. was on. Everyone else was asleep, but she sat with the blindsd open on the large windows in the living room of my grandparents home.
She says it was like a dream, but Blue and Red seemed to be shining down on the yard outside. The lights, which could have come from the road, appeared to be projected from a location above the house. And that is all she managed to remember. Well, It shocked me at first, but then I began to think about it, and I went, "This slightly makes sense." Well, its an old story... but about a week ago, my little brother, who is 13, approached me and said something to me that I listened to with an open mind. He had been with one of his friends in their car when an object apparently flew overhead. He said it looked like it was gliding, but seemed to change direction as if it had no momentum, and was not being effected by gravity. I will ask him more about it, but I think this just very well may be a great start to my family actually being experiencers of this phenomena, and not just outside critics and sceptics.

Freaky ADD, and Auras...

Okay... I have recently begun to freak people out...
I was in Architectural Graphics, one of the classes I actually talk in, when the teacher, Mr. Ward began to tell another student "I want to see you work on the electrical plan, not a pink smiley face." I tend to think about things once people say them, and in a flash, I suddenly was thinking about the smiley face.
I laughed to myself, and said" A smiley face with spirals in the background." The one student, who is a sophmore, looked at me and said, "How did you know?" My ADD, for some odd reason, has done this to me almost every day for almost as long as I can remeber, but it has begun to freak people out.
My response, " My ADD... Just a random thing". Its probably entirely normal. I have no chance of seeing her screen, since my screen is invisible to her, and hers is to mine, but we can look at each other face to face. This is the first time I had heard of this. As I have said, this is a single instance. It has happened to me alot. Im pretty sure its just ADD, since its like an image that appears for like 0.1-5 seconds, then moves on.
I have noticed, also, that I am starting to see coloured outlines of people, and living organisms. I think its migraines or synthaesia... But what do you guys think?

Communicating with aliens

How do you?
I mean, like telepathically.
How do you know if you are doing it correctly?
Has anyone here done it?

need help...

I haven't slept well in the past couple of days...
I dont know why...
I never really sleep well, like how most people explain good, or adequate sleep as being.
But the past couple of days has been sitting in bed, looking into blackness for 2-4 hours before finally falling asleep.
Then, I wake up about 4 times in the middle of the night, then finally sleep until morning when I wake up before my body has gotten an adequate amount of sleep, and I sit in bed until I have to get ready for the morning.
I think it is hereditary, or something, because my dad has sleeping problems, and so does my grandmother.
I tried about a month ago to bring the problems to a temporary end by taking some melotonin, or whatever, and it didn't work at all. What do you guys think I should do?

My beliefs...

I don't know why, But I believe in something that is the new age equivalent of Mormonism.
I feel that there are many levels that we pass on to after this life, and at each level, we must strive to go on to the next level.
We do that, I think, through following the ten commandments, which can be applied to almost every aspect of our lives.
There is a large number of levels. Which one we end up on is like putting us at the number 0 on a number line.
What we do that is negative takes us down, and what we do that is positive brings us up.
For some reason, I believe that god has put many individuals on this Earth who will help to increase the number of people who will move on to more levels. These individuals may be aware of their mission, or may be unaware of their mission, but feel compelled to do things that all play in to one bigger picture. I feel that, as a catholic, that something is missing from the trinity. The trinity, in a sense, is based on the cross. On the cross is the son, Jesus. Above Jesus is God, the father. Surrounding Jesus is the Holy spirit, which is god's presense.
The thing missing from the trinity is the earth, and stones beneath the cross. They are nature, which acts independent of the holy spirit, and independent of god, though god can control it. God is the creator. It did not create everything, but instead was responsible for almost all life in the universe...
I don't know why, but I feel something around me, and yet do not know what it is.
It follows me, and I dont know why.
It affects things around me, and affects me, too.
For example, I went to my first confession at church, on a fairly cold day, wearing nothing but a polo shirt and khakis,
and I remember leaving enveloped by warmth.
I feel that other than our intended purposes, we all have a universal puspose which is to prove that we can live with one another, and tollerate each other. We must prove that we can do that to go on to the next level.
...
I sound all crunchy granola to most of you guys by now, or I sound schizophrenic,
but I truly believe in these things.
I am a person who lives off of observation, and experience...
I have not been raised in some spook church, new age universal thruth household.
Yet this is what I believe...
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What do you think...
If you want to discuss it with me, PM me...