Did i chose...

... to be born?This is my question.Did we chose to exist?Or did "something" chose for us?

Ebes in past and now in present

Again sorry for my english.I want to make a point.In the past, i mean in maya's times, egitians times... ebes were like Gods.Maybe i am wrong and if i am PLEASE tell me.I read much, like bible, some of Coran, cases of abduction on the net, type of ebe's etc.I am not an abductee so i will tell you of what i read.That's why i am says if i am wrong please tell me.So, on egitian times the ebes were the gods.Why they are not Gods anymore?Are they afraid of us?We are just animals like cows are to humans.Why are they hiding?I belive that after the big Deluge(NOAH? when there was LOT of water in the earth, i do not no the term), ebes did show their faces anymore.They were just Gods(not the GOD/Elohim).Why?This is my point.I would like to talk about this.