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9 Apr 2008
hi im note sure if this is for documentarys only. if it is than someone can delete it anyway so ...
This is a movie i just found that im about to sit down and watch if you have a veoh player on your computer you may want to see it or download it. If you dont have a veoh player than you cant see the hole movie just a 5min preview this movie will only be up for a day or two so if the link dosent work ,you will know why Fire in the Sky (1993) A group of men who were clearing bush for the government arrive back in town, claiming that their friend was abducted by aliens... link http://www.veoh.com/videos/v6608498y5w2HsYj click Download Options to download it to your computer or press "watch on veoh tv" to play it now
2 Apr 2008
I had dreams of being in this room 4 or 5 times when i was a young boy like a recurring knightmare of the same place
I was in a room with pinkish light low to the ground standing and two scary looking things infront of me about 10feet away and me screaming going nuts saying im going to kill you if you come anywhere near me get away i will kill you, i can remember there shape and outline but cant remember there faces , i was being told in my head to be cam its ok, and thay tryed to come forward and i went even more nutsi was told to cam down or some other one would come in and you wouldnt want that, and i remember i said i dont give a shit i will kill you i i was realy in a rage i couldnt move but i think i was on something there was something to the right but i wasnt aloud to have a look i remember them telling me someone of them was coming in and i could feel that thing come into the room from southeast of me and i could feel it getting closer and closer the best way i could describe it is like a sick feeling and sticking a home massage machine to your head i started trembling like crazy and as the thing got closer in got more and more intense until i wasnt that angry anymore i was just terrorfied my head went down and was trembling and the thing came up right to my head and i just went down in a in a crouched position. MY last though was as that thing stood over me was this fcking thing is probley loveing this the bastard and i just blacked out i was standing at the red x / im pritty crap at art lol i remember i couldnt look to my southeast to much but i had a feeling a door was to the east ![]() ![]() number 1 i had form the first time stated / 2 i was dreaming i was in a ball on the ground paralyzed with a thing standing above me / 3 i was dreaming things was standing all around me as i had dreams about other stuff (dreaming of dreaming things standing up ) 4 / i was dreaming i had to pick a dream i would be less scared of ![]() this one is retarded lol , i was dreaming i was looking at a big screen i kinda new where i was and i had 3 different things i could dream about / at the time i had already had a dream and i was already scared but i had to pick one / i said in my dream NO im scared of them all i dont want to pick any / and i was told i had to / 2 and 3 looked completely scary and i said no way ,and cant remember them anymore but i remember i could see a small preveiw or something. 1 was a red sofa and i got the impression it looked comfortable but i new it would be scary i remember thinking i realy dont want this one but my eyes zoomed in on it and as it zoomed in i seen to big what i would call cat eyes in the black of the sofa and i remember freaking out in this strange knightmare. ![]() i must have been about 6 or 7 when i had these knightmares freaky by any standards
31 Mar 2008
im just asking because im wondering if theres any scientists or researchers that freakwent this forum ,as for me im just a dumb shit off work for the next 2/3 weeks cos i stabbed myself in the leg lol (not intencly)
31 Mar 2008
could people post there best websites for Alien Abduction storys Experiences or Dreams, i tryed google but im just geting the same bs sites im not looking for forums with threads on the subject im looking for a database for information/storys im sure there must be one out there
thanks
27 Mar 2008
i asked about Polygraph tested storeys because some storys i read i think how could thay have did certain things and experience things that way with such optical clarity. I was fighting with all my strength, focus and real anger to stay conscious and to fight it sorry for the bad grammer im 1st langwich was gaelic (irish) i will tell you abit about myself and my experiences but theres things i cant even put into words and i dont even think i will ever tell anyone about it even on the internet its too uncomfortable and strange and i hate thinking about it the other stuff is bits and pieces and very very vivid and i can remember them just as well ,if not more so than for exampal my first kiss and so on.... what im talking about is abduction I will try and relate some of these strange experiences the best i can I have never told this stuff before so il do my best to explain it First i will tell you abit about me , Im Irish ,love boxing ,come from the west of ireland ,im 29 ,athletic, i was in the army for 5 years and was a u.n peacekeeper in the lebanon until things got bad afew years back and we where pulled out, i didnt need to see anymore of that crap so i got discharged i now work in search and rescue in ireland ,i would like to think im pritty melo and chilled but i have a real bad temper when im pushed i think it helped me to keep some of these memories I will start off with my childhood i had a pritty good childhood my mother and father are still together come froma big family, roman catholic, old irish , no traumatic events ,deaths, sexual abuse, Drugs, repressed memorys or privet chats with the priest o files lol I was throughout of the alter boys after 2 weeks lol I grew up in a very rural part of ireland and had great fun running around and playing in the old fairy rings and dolmens and hanging out of trees and so on.... I remember and know that hole area like the back of my hand but one day me and my buddys were walking past a track way beside some big standing stones beside my grandfathers house ,there was 3 of my buddys going infront and as thay walked up past it on the way back to the village , i stoped dead in my tracks and couldnt go on , i was terrorfied to go anywere near it i had kind of like memorys of not being able to move and being traped by long hands or something not being able to look up or scream. My buddys started shouting whats wrong with you come on / I used to walk pass that place every few days by myself and with others it was only 10mins away from my grandfaters house ,i started walking back the long way myself for all the time i lived there i was terrorfied of that area and never could go pass it again. i remember going up that trak myself one other time after that and stoping about 50yards away ,telling myself just run passed what the hell is wrong with you but i got terrorfied and was cold sweating i couldnt do it, I was young but i new something was up. I used to have a recurring dream for years and years about being beside my grandfathers house stuck to a small white door lifting up in the air, i screaming with no noise comeing out, andthat was the end of the dream. And i have what i thought was a real memory of playing on a summers day beside my grandfaters house and could see my grandfather and a white helicopter flew passed low to the ground the first time i ever seen a real helicopter not on t.v , it flew across comeing head on stoped at my grandfater and the man in a white shirt and sunglasses opened the door above my grandfaters and said something and then flew away , it was white with a yellow stripe and i remember i looked right at the pilot i then went up to my grandfater and asked what did he say what did he say, and my grandfater didnt realy say anything so i went to look for my buddys to tell them i seen a helicopter. Thinking back on it ,its was about 10 or 15 feet away with no dust or wind blowing up / it was a summers day and my grandfater had some lose soil and i was sitting in the ground with not a speck of dust in the air. I asked my mother and she said i told her afew times but it would have been the talk of the village ifa helicopter did that back in the 80's. To me its a 100% real memory but the helicopter,recurring dream,and the place i was terrorfied to go is in the same area. I must have been about 6 years old back then and it must have been the start of it but im not sure, things get alot more strange after that ,i had the standard cant move cant scream for help somethings in my room standing over me takeing me away dreams after that for years we moved house and i was still getting them only more vivid , i remember sleeping and knowing that im sleeping being able to wake up anytime i wanted and the feeling and kinda noise i would get before thay came in. i was trying to fight that crap so much when i was younger afew times i just new something was about to happen and i would scream i remember jumping up from my bed trying to scream with my mouth wide open and no noise comeing out or try to run into my mother and fathers room or brothers room to get away because i new i wouldnt make it all the way to my mother and fathers room,i remember one time i ran into my brothers room and was slaping him shouting get up get up and than trying my other brother basicly on top of him saying get up get up shaking the shit out of him and knowing something was comeing i jumped over him his bed was in the corner of the room and i wanted to get as far into that corner as i could than i remember something was behind me and i blacked out. I have so many memorysof stuff like that recurring dreams of waking up by a strange sound terrorfied haveing the feeling my mother and father was downstairs and running out of my room trying to get downstairs almost in slow motion and going into the dark and opening the door and a vibe going through me standing on the ice cold ground floor in my bare feet in the dark (theres no way in hell i would stand in the pich dark downstairs at night) with my head down shivering with strange vibes going through me with something standing to my right leading me. I have a vivid memory in the dream saying out loud your not my mammy ,and a hand out towards me i must have then held ,but i remember been given the impression it was my mother but i new it wasnt (what the hell type of dream is that ,it gives me the creeps just as much 20years later) By this stage after years of this i started to think about it alot and i wasnt 100% sure what the hell was going on when your that young do think everyone must get that stuff so i started thinkingi need to let myself know if its realy real or not so i tryed everything , i layed traps sneeked weapons down beside my bed and bought torches and a pen knife with the sole purpose to stick it in a thing. i remember i got that feeling one night and i was trying to grab my pen knife on the left side of my bed / it may as well have been a mile away i remember it was too far to grab. I remember thinking i must let myself know somehow when its happening that its real. I was about 8 or 9 I was sleeping and i felt that vibe/sound i remember trying so hard to get up and mark my wooden bed posts i was on my stomach and i got to my knees trying to rip my posters off the wall and place some type of marks on my bed or wall i felt there was something in my room by that stage and it touched my back. When i was on my knees on my bed i was fully conscious but i remember the exact spot i was touched on my back and like a electric shock not painful but a very freaky feeling and i remember being fully conscious thinking ,holy shit its real its realy real dont forget and falling in a slope to the left with that vibe going through me and lost consciousness. I will never ever forget that time or that feeling ,i remember the exact angle i was looking at the bed posts and the exact angle i went down with things standing over me im trying to skip over the other parts of what i remember after thay get me but that time the day after i remembered it all the thing grabing me my posters ripped and my bedroom door still locked thats when i new it was real and the things that happend in that other place was real. Now in the other parts of the "dreams" it realy gets into some real crazy freaky knightmare stuff one of the 1st times i remember (in my recurring knightmare of the same place with the same things i have had all my life) was standing in a strange place asking where am i who are you i want my mammy your to scary, and being told "where do you think you are ?" and me saying im undergroud or something, i dont no its kind of blury that time was along time ago but i had the feeling i was being told alot of different bullshit and was being lied to and saying to them no your not no your not get away from me and going nuts trying to scream i remember thay were infront of me but i couldnt focus in on there faces and i couldnt move my head around another dream of me there i was in a room with pinkish light low to the ground standing and two of the wee scary looking ones i realy hated infront of me about 10feet away and me screaming going nuts saying im going to kill you if you come anywhere near me get away i will kill you, i can remember there shape and outline but cant remember there faces , i was being told in my head to be cam its ok, and thay tryed to come forward and i went even more nuts i was told to cam down or some other one would come in and you wouldnt want that, and i remember i said i dont give a shit i will kill you i i was realy in a rage kind of like a fight or flight , i was in hulk mode lol i couldnt move but i think i was on something there was something to the right but i wasnt aloud to have a look i remember them telling me someone of them was coming in and i could feel that thing come into the room from southeast of me and i could feel it getting closer and closer the best way i could describe it is like a sick feeling and sticking a home massage machine to your head i started trembling like crazy and as the thing got closer in got more and more intense until i wasnt that angry anymore i was just terrorfied my head went down and was trembling and the thing came up right to my head and i just went down in a in a crouched position. MY last though was as that ting stood over me was this fcking thing is probley loveing this the bastard and i just blacked out i remember another time it must have been after that ( like a sequel of a recurring knightmare of the same place with the same things) a woman was holding my hand and i remember feeling very relieved she was there, saying to me you dont have to be scared of the wee ugly one's i realy didnt like , thay just do what thay are told and showing me two standing in a room saying we can control them and she showed me and wanted me to try and showed me some stuff and then wanted me to go into them, i remember saying ok , but as i got up to them i freaked out looking at there faces and wanted to runn away. another time after that i was in my bedroom and i got that vibe and i felt things in the room i started to freak out, i could feel them wee ones were there and a hand just touched my forehead and i new it was that woman and i just stoped freaking out and camed down noing a human was there dont no who she is or even if i ever seen her again i only remember her 2 or 3 times i could go on and on with this stuff /dreams/hallucinations whatever you want to call them my bad dreams consist of me sleeping in my bedroom and feeling that old familiar feeling and fighting to wake up only to find im being moved from my bedroom sometimes im still on the bed ,other times im standing just outside my bedroom door being led (the 2nd latest time ) i remember i had the light on in my hallway but it was now dark i seen my shorts still hanging on the banister and felt that there was one of them ones i hate to the right of me and i lifted my right hand onto its arm and tugged it with all my might i remember thinking i got you buddy and new he had to be falling infront of me and i blacked out the very last time i remember feeling them in my room and a wee one was at my right leg i grabed out as fast as i could and grasped its arm to twist the shit out of it but as soon as i did that a hand (human hand grabed my wrist and did something to my hand , i remember thinking you bastards tricked me as i passed out (i know for a fact for a FACT its not dreams) im a boxer have been since a boy im 29 now ,i no how it feels beeing knoked out and blacking out. i know the difference of being semi conscious and conscious. i wish i didnt bare in mind i have alot more crazy crap i remember and stuff i will never speek of, if theres any buddying sicolagests out there tell me what you think lol slan |
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