URGENT HELP NEEDED WITH POST!!!

I have been trying for about a year to have a post I made on this site removed. I made it almost 3 years ago when I was still a kid who didn't realize that I shouldn't put my name in everything I did. Now when someone google's my name it pops up this site which has had a negative effect on me. Especially considering I'm now a business owner I don't want my customers to see the post, I'm not ashamed or anything but it was a long time ago and I would just really like it to be removed or have my name and information edited out of it.

Here is a link to the post: http://www.alien-ufos.com/Explain-This-t29...2977#entry52977

I also believe it's linked somehow in my profile so if everything can be removed or if my account can be closed and all posts removed I would greatly appreciate it.

Thank You for your time hopefully someone can help me!

Can Anyone Help Me Explain This?

I would like to share the experiences Ive had through out my life in the hope that someone can have any incite or sugguestions for me.

When I was 6 years old I lived out in the country in a trailor with my mom... we lived about 1/2 miles from my Grandparents house. I would say I was a pretty normal kid and one night one of my friends was staying over, after a long night of playing an old football game for super nintendo we went to bed at 2am... I remember as if it was yesterday. I woke up to an extremly bright white light omitting from the living room, my door was half open and this light was brighter then anything I have ever seen and a strange kind of sound was playing like music but I couldnt understand any of it. The light disappeared after about 30 seconds, I got up when it was gone to investigate but there wasnt a trace of anything, I grabbed my bb gun and went back to bed. The next day I didnt think much of it but when my Mom put me to bed I had a strange feeling that I was being watched, when she went back to her bedroom I went outside and looked into the sky to see a orange light that looked like a star but was the color of a street lamp light. It was hovering over a field but was quite a ways away, the light was dimming and then lighting back up and moving side to side and occasionally would move in a diagnal motion, I went to the back yard and noticed that the object which had once been directly to my left had moved with me and was still directly to my left, this confirmed that it was moving and I wasnt just thinking it was, because when I moved to the back yard I wouldnt have been able to see it over the trailor... for the next month a couple times a week I would have the feeling and it would be there everytime in the exact same place. I had horrbile nightmares and would often away screaming and relatives would say I would frequently say no in my sleep... I usually wasnt able to sleep and feared being abducted, I was always looking over my shoulder at night and I remember cuddling with my teddy bear and going under the covers, I tried to tell my Mom about it so she would let me sleep with her but she just told me I was making things up. Eventually I didnt get the feeling as much but I had horrible nightmares a couple times a week until I was taken to a counsler and convinced it was in my head at the age of nine. A couple years later the dreams returned and I can remember most of them in detail, we had moved into the city of Vermillion which has a population of about 10,000 by this time. Anyway I had dreams about being abducted, my mom being an alien, my house being picked up by a ufo, aliens invading, the end of the world... and the most scary of them all... I remember in the dream walking down stairs and seeing an alien which odley enough looked the one from the movie Signs standing there... I picked up a bat I had laying down stairs and began to hit the being but it was like those dreams where you try to run fast and cant, I was trying to hit it and couldnt to it hard enough. I woke up at 9:30 the next morning on the bottom bunk of my bed when I slept on the top, I asked my Mom about it and she said that a couple hours after going to bed I slept walked downstairs and stood infront of the laundy machines which was where the alien was standing in the dream... about 30 minutes later she said I came back up and went to bed but all I remember is the dream. The next night I fealt like I was being watched and the light was there again, I had dreams for about a month and had a lot of sleepless nights but they eventually went away. The next event wasnt until I was 14, a friend and I were running about the town, we used to like to run around to get in shape for boxing and it was a thrill to be out at 2am evading the cops and all that. We were going down a hill and decided to climb halfway up it and sit, it was forested and after about 30 second we felt a very cold breeze and we both heard the same sound that I had heard that night in my bedroom. We ran down the hill and back up into the street as fast as possible and looked back to see a dark being moved extremley fast into the woods and up the hill directly accross from where we were sitting, on the way home we were freaking out and whenever we would look back we would see the being darting around behind objects. We reached my house and droped to our knees and prayed, we would hear something outside but after about 15 min there was silence again... we stayed up until light and went back to bed. All of these memories bring tears to my eyes to this day and thats why im afraid. Now im 16 years old and about a month ago I was outside having a smoke and seen the light moving slowly towards me, it got pretty close and I could see that it looked like a tube kinda shape with like a wing type thing on the side... it looked a lot like a wasp but I could tell it was the same thing I had seen my whole life. It turned before it got to close and flew over to my left and stoped, I moved to the back yard and it moved with me and hovered over a field, dimming and lighting up and moving again, when I moved closer it moved closer, when I moved back it moved back, and whenever I would move to not see it the object would move with me just like when I was a kid. I thought I was crazy so I went and woke my girlfriend Mandy and she confirmed that it was definitly moving, I watched it for about 45 minutes and finally went to bed with her comforting me. The next night I fealt like I was being watched and went outside and sure enough it was in the exact same spot to my left dimming and lighting. I wasnt able to sleep the next couple of days and had nightmares again but in about 5 days it went away... about 3 days ago we were driving home from a nearby city and I looked out the window to see the light travling with us, I told my girlfriend and she confirmed that it was moving a bit ahead of us, when we made turns and were about directly next to it the object would dim and dissappear and reappear to our left all the way home... when we went to exit off the highway it stoped hovered, and turned with us... we could see it through the trees following a bit behind us and when we pulled into the driveway it was in the exact same spot that it is always in. It has been there the last 5 nights and sometimes moves closer and further away as I do and always follows me when I walk to where I cant see it... the nightmares are getting worse and worse and I cant sleep, my girlfriend thinks I need to take some pictures or something but I dont know what to do, I dont want to upset them in anyway but its just to weird, tonight 3 planes flew by it a couple of times, im posotive it is a ufo but it just seems weird that it would follow me and be in the same spot all the time, wouldnt that track a lot of attention? I know it sounds hard to believe and I am only 16 but I figured if someone had any information and recommendations and wouldnt think I was crazy it would be the people on this forum... its starting to drive me crazy Im always looking over my shoulder and wont go for my nightly jog because of fear. I think im going to take some pictures it it is there tonight and maybe see what happens if I drive towards it... also about 45 seconds ago I heard a voice say hello, im not sure if it was in my heard or not but im feeling weird now like when you heart stops, the tv is off and im the only one up. Please if anyone can help post here or add me to msn by e-mail is outlaw_mortal_3@hotmail.com

Thank You


I applogize for the length im just freaked out and figured the more information the better so someone could maybe find something in my story they have an opinion or fact about.