Hello,I'm new to this site. I signed up because I want to discuss these things with people who may have had similar experiences. By these things I mean the possible abduction of myself and some of my family members. I am going to recount several incidents,starting with my own,and would be very grateful for feed back and opinions.

My first possible experience took place a while ago in my early childhood (I am at the moment of this writing 15), perhaps when I was 5 or 6. It's a very strong memory I have. I remember I was lying in bed at night, I don't know what time. In my old bedroom there were two windows opposite my bed, which was a bunkbed I shared with my sister. I was lying in bed at night when something suddenly came into my room through the window at the foot of my bed. Either the window was open already or it just passed through the window,I'm not sure which. It was in shadow,I couldn't see any features on it's face,but I get the distinct impression that it was tall and thin. It came through the window sort of folded up,with its arms and legs tucked in. The next memory I have is of being in,or placed in,some sort of "cradle" made out of hard material. I also remember running down the hallway outside my room feeling very frightened. I'm not sure in what order these two memories took place. I should mention that my bedrom was on the 2nd floor of our 3 floor house.

The next occurance happened when I was maybe 9 at least. During the summertime I decided to sleep in the guest bed for a while. I know I told my family and even myself that it was because there were too many bugs in my room (this is a new bedroom on the 3rd floor) but the real reason was that I had for a long time been feeling very uneasy and frightened in my bedroom. I always felt watched, and nights were hell. So I slept in the guest bed. The first night I slept soundly and awoke feeling fine,except for the fact that I awoke in my bedroom upstairs. I blamed it on sleepwalking. It happened at least 3 more times until I finally gave up and went to bed in my room,still feeling afraid. Many have said I was just sleepwalking,longing for my bed,but I say no for two reasons. One,I have only ever sleepwalked once,and two I despised my bedroom. On no conscious or unconscious level did I want to return to that room.

When I was somewhere between 9 and 11 I had two experiences at a cottage in the northern woods in my state. This cottage is very isolated and there are no big cities or street lights. The first happened when I was up there with my father and sister sometime during January. My dad and I went for a walk one night,my sister stayed in the house. We were walking when we saw a very bright object hovering above us. It was glowing an orange-yellow color and it was either very low or very big. It slowly moved across the road above us,making no sound at all, and soon dissapeared behind the trees. The next experience happened during a different trip,but with the same people. It was at night,very early in the morning,when I awoke suddenly and saw a short,leathery brown creature crouched at the foot of my bed. It was there for maybe 5 seconds and then dissapeared. I then went promptly back to sleep. Now this could be attributed to a waking nightmare.

In the year 2006 we moved to a new home,a smaller one. It's here that my most recent experience occured. I went to bed one night at about 11 pm. I wasn't feeling tired at all,I just wanted to read for a while and be alone. I got in bed and began to read. Then I suddenly found myself lying on my stomach with the book next to me,closed. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 3 am. I don't care what anyone tries to tell me, I did not fall asleep. It was simply 11 pm one moment,then 3 am the next. I didn't feel groggy or tired at all.

Along with those more significant occurences,I have also had numerous smaller ones. I frequently see strange lights around me at night. I have heard strange noises in my rom at night, including my name being called by an unknown voice (I have heard it but it wasn't really hearing with my ears,it was more like sensing it in my mind). My right ear has an annoying habit of ringing for no reason. I have often awoken at night feeling startled or frightened and panicy. I sometimes have sinus pain, pain behind my eyes, and in my ears for no reason. I have also awoken with pain in several areas not caused by sleeping in an awkward position. These areas include behind and in my ears, my jaw, my eyes and behind them, my nose and sinuses, and a few other areas I'd rather not mention. From an early age I was interested in aleins and UFOs, not at all frightened by them or the abduction phenomenon. Then quite suddenly it all terrified me. I would feel physically sick if I saw a picture of an alien,and would feel paranoid and firghtened for the rest of the day and night. I also developed severe fears or phobias at this time in my life, including a very strong fear of the dark (stronger than the normal childhood fear), I became very afraid of bugs (which makes no sense, I used to catch any bug I could find, I loved them, but then I began to have panic attacks just from being in close proximity of one), I hated being alone because I never felt alone, I hated silence and always to this day sleep with a fan on, and I always felt watched and monitered, I was afraid of something being in my bedroom with me,something I could not see but was always there waiting for me and watching me. Most of these fears have stuck with me to this day. Later on I became not only afraid of aliens but also obsessed with them. I would suddenly feel the need to see a picture or read a book about them and couldn't concentrate on anything else. I would spend hours on the internet. I felt as if I was searching for something but didn't know what,and never found it. Then,more recently, I went to a bookstore with no particular book in mind and happened upon Communion (coincidentally, this happened just a few days after I was confirmed in my church,allowing me to take communion). The picture on the cover had a strong effect on me and still does. I can only describe it as looking right.

My father has also had experiences. Recently he told me he has a strong memory of being held down on a table as a child by short men and being poked and prodded. Several years ago, while up north at our cottage, his watch lost exactly 2 hours during the night and he awoke with a small but deep, tic-tac shaped bruise under his right eye. At home he awoke to find two round burns on his right wrist. He also has an effect on electronics around him. He would turn off streetlights and our houseligts. When it was most active,he said he turned off streetlights at least 75 times per week. More recently he turned off the tv and was going upstairs when it suddenly turned back on. Now,his most recent and what I feel most damming occurance happened not three days ago. He suddenly found that he had an object beneath the skin of his right leg,a hard object about an inch long. I could feel it beneath his skin and if you pinched the skin together you could see there was something. I recommended he have a doctor remove it so it could be seen and studied,but he hasn't done anything about it which is very frustrating for me.

That's all I have to tell so far. Oh,there is one more thing. Recenty I have felt less afraid of aliens and more, how should I put it, comfortable with them. I feel a strange mixture of longing to meet them and being terrified. Sometimes I feel safe when I think about them,other times I don't. Anyway, I'm still not sure if I have been abducted and would appreciate feedback.

EDIT: just an update of sorts. Last night (july 14/15) everyone in the house had a hard time sleeping. I kept drifting in and out of consciousness, and when I was awake I felt very afraid and uneasy. My father and sister say that they heard lots of strange noises during the night (an explosion, something banging into the side of the house, things running around on the roof,etc) but I don't remember hearing any of it.

Lots of experiences and so much info it will take time to go through it all, very intrersting and puzzling at the sam time. Every seen clse Encountrers of The Third Kind? Somewhat similar to that but not quite. We would all like to meet a alien, but some of us would be so scared that they would have second thoughts. Wonder why they are intrested in you, and how long until you finnaly meet one?

I have seen close encounters,how do you mean similar? sorry,I'm a bit slow today.

see ufo's, try to find out what you saw. like that young boy who saw one, was abducte,d and saw his toys go crazy.

oh. so you're saying my early interest *coughobsessioncough* in the alien subject might have made me more vulnerable to being abducted? I've considered that,and it makes sense.

That it exactly it! Why else would they choose you?

no idea. I suppose I was asking for it without knowing it?

Just trying to help you out.

I know, I was agreeing with you.

Yeah sometimes I have that problem,understanding what people are trying to tell me, sorry. Maybe after they discovered you when you were 3, they decided you interested them and decided to take a closer look at you. That may explain your multiple abductions by aliens.

that really does make sense....so, the question is did they find something they liked? why else would they keep coming back?

They must have, or else they ould have moved on and left you alone by now.

I don't know whether to feel flattered or scared.

Prehaps a bit of both.

Quote: My right ear has an annoying habit of ringing for no reason. I have often awoken at night feeling startled or frightened and panicy. I sometimes have sinus pain, pain behind my eyes, and in my ears for no reason. I have also awoken with pain in several areas not caused by sleeping in an awkward position. These areas include behind and in my ears, my jaw, my eyes and behind them, my nose and sinuses, and a few other areas I'd rather not mention. From an early age I was interested in aleins and UFOs, not at all frightened by them or the abduction phenomenon. Then quite suddenly it all terrified me.



Holy crap!The same stuff happens to me.

The first abduction paragraph sounded a lot like MY first abduction... even the room description with the windows and bunkbed with sister... and at either five or six.... six...again that number appears as the first abduction age, I really think there's something to do with that age.:headscrat

Second paragraph:
I too couldn't stand my room to the point I often would sleep in my brothers' room... I continued till they both had left for college I was still so nervous... annoyed the heck out of them:laugh:

Third Paragraph:
Qoute "Now this could be attributed to a waking nightmare." Qoute
Atleast your honest!

Fifth Paragraph:
Everything you said there has happened to me and still does... except the book part heh-heh...

You know what? I think we have a lot in common there hun!
Keep up with it in a journal, who knows you might meet someone at school or something who you can share this stuff with! I hope your questions will be answered!... in a good safe way...

Alot of abductees do have things in common,like being abducted! lol.

It's nice to find people who have had similar experiences. Up until now I had no one to talk to about this.

Well on here that's all we do. Talk about our experinces with ufos and aliens.

Yes, the power of suggestion can twist things quite a long way. Your stories make it seem very possible, but there are always ways to find out for sure. You could go see a hypnotist, if you believe in such things. There are also certain therapeutic techniques that can reveal true memories. Any of these tactics could be of help. Good luck.