i know some of you may find what your about to read to be stupid but is loneliness the real killer?

for example, loneliness can change a person over time. one day you have a good circle of friends the next you got nothing. what will this do, its simple really, as the years go by you may start drinking heavily, chain smoking, one after the other after the other, this alone is shorting your life span hence its killing you, you may get over weight also. thats basically the physical side of loneliness. next comes the mental side of been lonely. your mind will deterred, paranoia, maybe even voices. you start thinking about how shit life is with no friends, never going out, other people have friends, why have you forsaken me to this life almost without other people, then the bad things start. im fed up of been a nobody, maybe i'll kill someone and get my face in the papers, maybe i'll kill someone in a position of fame and power, or maybe i'll be a cop killer, yeah they can call me the pig killer or the like. what has life got to offer, it has nothing, maybe i'll just kill myself and see if heaven is real. and underneath all those thoughts is a perfectly respectable person if someone gives him?her a chance in life.

this is bacilli the situation im facing.

Storm....my advice is that you seek help at one of your local counseling centers...if you can recognize the problems that are paralyzing you then you are on the road to recovery...if you choose it...if not, then what exactly can anyone...here or anywhere else...say to you? What do you hope to hear or think that you will hear that will change the course you have set for yourself? I'm sure the responses will pour in shortly...but..no matter what is said...the bottom line is this...YOU are responsible for your own emotions...YOU are responsible for your own choices...YOU are responsible for your own life...no other can cause or decide or remedy such things for you...take responsibility for your own life and happiness...make the effort to get help...think yourself...your feelings...your happiness....your life...worth it.

I certainly can't add to that good advice. I can say that almost everyone, even the happiest of people have had times in there life where they feel like you do.
Just believe in yourself, and believe that things can truly get better, as they have for others, don't give up and work on changing where you are now, to a better place. But most of all, get some help, there are people out there than can help to show you the way. All the best.

I'm So Ronrey - Kim Jung Il

Storm,
Please believe me when I say I know exactly where you are in your life right now. Please believe me when I tell you , you can change the direction you are heading. It's totaly up to YOU. After a couple of years of mental doctors, alot of treatments, I learned one thing. It was up to ME how my life went. I had no friends cause I pushed them all away. I had terrible things I Wanted to do to people to get them to SEE me. It was a plea for help, but I was the only person who could set me straight. Please seek help , don't think you're weak cause you seek it. Only a truely strong person knows when they need help. Go inside yourself and what you see you don't like, change it. Go forward, never backwards. And as far as you not having friends, well , that is just not true. If I didnt care about you, I wouldnt be writing this now. You have friends you didnt know you have right here. Pm me and I will give you my number and we can talk . Better yet, I will PM you and give it to you. Never , never, think life is so bad that there is no answers, cause there are so many roads to take in life, you just have to be willing to go there. If you need some one to walk a road with you, well here I am Storm. Let me get on my walking shoes and away we go.