I don't even know if this is the right place to post this. As a child, I had numerous experiences I believe could be linked to ET contact (too much stuff to post right now). For a while crazy stuff was happening every day. Now that I'm trying to really understand it better, all of it stops. It's like ETs might have had an interest in me and then they got pissed and went away. Due to a brain injury in college (and the residual side effects of all the pills I was put on because of it) I have a very hard time meditating or even just focusing anymore. I used to be able to enter altered states of consciousness at will but now I can hardly concentrate on anything. I feel like being able to enter these states was what helped link me with paranormal things. Does anyone have any ideas or suggestions on how I can maybe calm my brain down and get this figured out?

maybe study a bit of parapsychology so you know which direction to go with it.maybe the doc can help with calming the mind.or maybe you need a bit more time for this injury to heal a bit,so not to put to much on yourself.take your time,and enjoy the journey.

Too many chemicals in your system. They don't like that. It makes your thoughts less clear, more jumbled. You have been "culled". Too bad. They may revive your use yet. If you have children, they may be abducted too. Then the aliens will give you tasks to perform for your kids, such as making sure that they go out with certain people or looking for incriminating photos. ( This happened to me. I woke up from sleep and found two greys in the room. They were looking for something. I asked them what was it they were looking for. They replied that it was nothing important and I was to go to sleep. I went to sleep. The next day, I got rid of photos from a neighbour girl whose mother had taken of her. I gave them back to her and told her to keep them. A few days later, my mother made the rounds in my room, throwing things around and making a mess. I asked her what was she looking for. She told me to mind my own business. The funny thing was that she looked in every place that I hid the photos, in the order that I had hidden them. Weird! I will post more on this topic later. )

I've been off the medication for nearly a year now. Hopefully I haven't been deemed completely useless.

I knew somebody who was not putting chemicals into their system voluntarily. They were living in a house that was sprayed with urea formaldehyde foam insulation. She became sick with flu and then was sick for weeks afterwards. When they moved out, she was better, but never the same. She couldn't get pregnant even though she tried. She still had lots of colds and other infections. That stuff was still in her system. I'm not saying that you have the same problem. It could be that you are being put away for now to be visited later. I asked my friends to leave me alone for a couple of years and they have ( of a sort ). They have been checking up on me from time to time. I know this because my family have all seen shadows of someone humanoid, but when we investigate, there is no one there. There can be no one there because everybody is elsewhere. There is a door to the outside where I have seen the shadow, but the door never opened when I went to look. I don't believe that it is ghosts because the house is only about 27 years old and we have been living here for 22 of them. I wished that they would come back too. I have a lot of things to do and wish to do them before it's too late.

calm brain = stop thinking
and take good food intake and vitamins.
and find adult expressions for biological needs.