Foreign Object

Just wanted to write something my bf told me when he got back from Germany two weeks ago

About 3 days before he, his sister and dad were gonna go to Germany by plane,
he suddenly felt an irritating itch between his shoulder and neck (left side)
and felt something like a pimple, so he started to scratch it until something fell out

The item that came out was like a black seed (5 mm or so) and hard as metal

Sadly, he lost the item, but thought it would be "fun" to tell me about it...
since I'm into aliens and all that, he joked with me that maybe it was an alien implant

Well... even though he was just joking, we still don't know what it was,
and it left a deep hole in his skin that didn't bleed and healed without a trace

Adam Lives in Theory

I don't think I've ever posted a thread in here, since I'm not a believer in God nor someone who's trying debunk that something like God exist. I just don't agree with everything around God, and he's and her followers. But, today I rekindled a love of mine that vanished mysteriously about 7 years ago. Me and my friend often listened to Lauryn Hill, and one favorite was "Adam Lives i Theory". Lyrics that makes you think to, to feel like your own person for 7 minutes and 26 seconds. Which is a lot of time. I would like you who opened this topic to read the lyrics, maybe even listen to the song http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?acti...372D9B256F7946E

This one we refer to as "Adam Lives in Theory",
and when I refer to Adam I'm really speaking about all of humanity.
Without exception of anybody.
I know that a lot of the concept in the song is very heavy, but, see...

Fantasy is what people want, but reality is what they need.

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Adam lives in theory
Trying to turn stone into bread
Masquerading like he got it figured out
Cut off from the sunshine, only smart in his own head
Leaving his descendants to hope and doubt
Left to his devices, those worthless sacrifices
Praying to the alter of himself
Making pilgrimages, thinking he's religious
Like he's got all the light, and no one else

He takes the unsuspected
Cuz he knows they're not connected
And he shows them how to be just as he is
Virtually real, and commercially appeal
To the lust of all the people where he lives

Eve was so naive, blinded by the pride and greed
Wanting to be intellectual
Drifting from the way she got turned down one day
And now she thinks that she's bisexual

Caught up in emotion
Burning up in her devotion
To the king of exploitaion in the field
She handed him her virtue
Cuz he told her "I won't hurt you"
So she lay with him to see how good it feels

Now can you tell me, what, what we gonna do now
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now
Now can you tell me, what, what we gonna do now
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now

Now after the sensation, and the empty fornication
She brought infection home into her bed, quickly multiplying
Now the 3 of them are dieing by the poison she perceived to be good head
Now Eve and her husband, perverted in their judgment
Cuz everything appears to be the same
They entertain suggestions,
Next time just use protection
Desiring to cover up their shame

But much to their demise, poor decision closed their eyes
To the very antidote to their dilemma
Burning in their lust,
Both of them, adulterous
Destroying the original agenda
Praying to the sky, in order to maintain a lie
They exhausted every possible conclusion,
They can't even entertain
the solution in a brain
filled with vain information and pollution

Hiding from the truth,
He provided an excuse
to explain away his desperate situation
When confronted, blamed his wife
Giving birth to carnal life
Refusing to acknowledge what he'd done

Now if we can agree with who created us to be
Who says we're guilty everyone before his eyes
Making no exceptions, since the day of our conception
Predisposed to hating truth, and loving lies

Then can you tell me, what, what we gonna do now
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now
Then can you tell me, what, what we gonna do now
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now

Stop walking in pride, let the thief be crucified
Un-learn everything you know, and let him teach you
Line upon line, precept upon precept, say goodbye,
To this decaying social system
He wants to know, how far we're willing to go
If we love him like we say we do,
He will try us

Just don't regress,
Or slip into hopelessness
Once he's satisfied his love,
He won't deny us,

And then he'll tell us,
What, what we gonna do now
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now

And then he'll tell us,
What, what we gonna do now
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now

double post

double post:blush2:

Alcohol

No, not a thread like "do you drink or not" ... lame-o

The thing is, I turned 20 this year and I'm legal enough to drink (and do! now and then, at least), and I get offers to raves and parties with my cousin... well I'm a TINY girl and I don't have a strong alcohol-tolerance. Three 5% beers and I'm out cold. How do you say no when you're offered drinks? It feels bad when someone bought you something and you say no to it

Yesterday my cousine invited me to a beach rave (because wer're best friends, we hang out, since we were kids), and his friends kept buying me drinks until my cousin had to CARRY me home... I feel awful for not being able to say no due to courtecy

Tonight I have "no parents around" and my cousin is partying with all of his friends at my place, watching movies, eating snacks... like 80 beers with them... and I'm offered a beer here and there from random friends of my cousin

As I write this I am REALLY tipsy and I don't want to get any firther. I don't like getting drunk two nights in a row, but I also don't want to be impolite... and to make it worse... THEY'RE ALL FROM FINLAND. *cries* I don't want them to think I'm a wuss from passing out from 5 beers or so

I COULD tell them that I shouldn't have a beer or more a week since I take pills everyday (for mental stability), and shouldn't disrupt the cycle. But I feel ashamed if I had to say "Oh no... can't accept the beer, I got asperger, you know, I'm a psycho! Got to take mah medicine doo dee doo"

*sigh*

I hate the pressure from boys

If I don't take my medicine for 2 or 3 days I get severe anxiety attacks (which will probably happen since I can't take my seroxat tonight due to the beers I've had) and I REALLY don't want that... it means that when my bf wants to take me places, I am a chicken and want to stay home on a sunny day, just because I'm scared

I feel so stupid for writing all of this, so please don't mock me *cries* :cry:

Here where I live in the capital of sweden, everyone drinks during holidays, but everyone haven't got a syndrome or disorder. I just feel scared that I'll have anxiety attacks because of this

Toilet Launch

My sense of humor in a nutshell: dookie and things going horribly wrong

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gNsDp2N6yM