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Feb 28 2005, 08:47 PM
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I can’t explain it to its true extent but I had this dream My window curtains where open and the moon's light awoke me, My room portrayed my insecurities my true face.
I wore a mask neither a happy mask nor a sad one. I looked at the moon and realized that everyone is like me they have something to hide. They all feel this compelling urge to produce copies of them selves they all look so different I ask my self. What are they trying to prove? Are we so naive that we can’t even see our selves for what we are? I see myself as a monster I restrain myself I try not to look at a women with lust. I laugh, I pity myself… The moon falls and the sun rises. Life begins to move ahead without me, I am forgotten I see that my memories my hopes my dreams my views... all gone. FOR WHAT I ASK!! WHY EVEN TRY. WHAT IS THE MEANING OF MY EXISTANCE IF I AM ONLY DESTINED TO BE FORGOTTEN!!... WHY!!!! The mask still on my face, won’t allow me to cry... I then realized. This is my doing. I did this to my self I must charter a path from which a new generation may walk. The MOON GLARES AT ME! Almost as if mocking me... I yell... The mask only grows tighter I feel my heart growing cold. How can life be so dark so cold... NO! Life is full of love... Only a dream that’s what we want to believe... Yes, no one cares... My room darkens, the dark swallows me my bed disappears I fall and I forget Yes, no one cares... |
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Feb 28 2005, 09:13 PM
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We all care for someone, and they care for someone, and they care for somone....
We live to live. If this is only a stage in our true existance, than we live to take what we can from this world around us. If it is not, then we live for the moment, we live to feel all things, if only once. |
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Mar 1 2005, 12:44 AM
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Im portraying the world within the future
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Mar 1 2005, 12:49 AM
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(akulmie) Im portraying the world within the future
It's a pretty bleak vision Akulmie and one I wouldn't subscribe to. You see there are very few of us who will be 'forgotten'. More so if you use the vital energy that resides within us all. Lift yourself up, stare the world in the eye and take it on! Ben |
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Mar 1 2005, 12:52 AM
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Ben, Truly you do not believe that you will be remember Becouse if you do the truth is within a few decades you will be just a memory unless you affect this world greatly
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Mar 1 2005, 12:56 AM
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(akulmie) unless you affect this world greatly
I already have Akulmie. Ben |
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Mar 1 2005, 12:58 AM
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me too..she's got the biggest smile that lights up my world and everyone around her
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Mar 1 2005, 12:59 AM
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You got it Toots!
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Mar 1 2005, 07:49 PM
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Explain?
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Mar 2 2005, 02:26 AM
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Children Akulmie, they not only represent a sackful of memories of you which can be passed from generation to generation, they also carry the very stuff of your life within them. Your DNA.
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Mar 2 2005, 08:35 PM
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Yea, but I have no idea, as to what my great, great, great...ect. grandfathers name was, let alone what he has done in his life.
What alkulmie means (I think), is that if your not someone famous, people in the future, will not remember you. Now Ben. If you are someone famous, then I am curious as to who you are. |
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