To all that care.sigh
I am leaving .....not needing to clean this mess, I will move on
And know what I did was for the best
To help protect some innocent ones from the hands of a
Internet cad,..i did what I had to
Sorry, but I am a lightworker,.its been a tough road in this forum, for the last four months I have lost my way.and now.....well I am stronger.and will remain to be so no mad or so called man will ever take my dignity .EVER .sorry..
I have no doubt that you all will one day KNOW the WHOLE truth in this matter,
And that is fine..but to protect my life.I am moving on. I hurt my husband,..my family and myself,..for believing in love.....sigh (not that is any of your business....) what is and i understnd.....so i willl publically admit and aplogize for.......is:
I did ONE thing wrong I hurt Tanya..we have since spoken as we have done daily for months..but we have spoken and we have seen the "TRUTH" and there are others as well .none the less, what I did was wrong, fell for some stupid love song and whammmmmmm fell in love .so what ..well .the future was told to me by him that we were gonna be together .YUP I was stupid you bet .call me less alien more human ..whatever .but know .I did loved that man .totally completely and truthfully that whole way til the end .when he was so kind to spill his gutts and share the "TRUTH" about the others
OHMFG..I laughed so hard..how could a grown man be so stupid to tell his dirty secrets (I KNOW I KNOW,,,he trusted me..wrong .never tell another woman about you being a CAD .never .. she will protect her own)..well the only thing I could think of is one too many pills one too many drinks and well ya know, ya talk too much shit?.LOL
Well I am off to another world?..
Anyone who wants the TRUTH?.feel free to PM me, I have loads of info for you
But I wont do the dirty laundry out in the forum??it still needs to be rinsed, then hung out to dry
Have a wonderful journey my fabulous friends, those that REALLY know me
Know I am not mean and evil as our mod Ben said ..you know me look with your heart .and you will find me
Again, I have had a wonderful time with most of you, and til this all popped out of the closet, I thought I knew you.well judging me without hearing my side,,,,that is unfair and the sign of a fake messiah
if you need me...the ones that are real light workers..(and yes we too make HUGE mistakes that we pay for)..please know i am there for you...for those that simply wanna hear my side...feel free to email me....
i have nothing to hide anymore....I AM FREE OF ALL LIES


for the record...
i have become comfortably numb.......

Good bye for now
I am sure some of us will meet again
Light blessings

What the heck?Why is everyone leaving I love what everyone has to say here including you c`mon please stay and work thru this!

Be strong Goddess.

I'm pretty disgusted with this mess but I don't want to get involved. Needless to say this place will not be as good without you and the others leaving. But I see there is nothing I can say to make it change, so I will learn to live without you folks being here. Not happy about it though...

Today two people are leaving and the two people are two of the best to the forum and i don't really understand all of this.

Goddess - Its been great while you have been here you have been a great friend and a great contributor to the forum and i will miss very much.

Bye.

Sam

What is all this? 2 members a day
Bye Goddess, take care.

I am also very confused by all this UFOhunter.

By these members leaving it must have been serious and i don't really want to know what has been going on.

Please nobody else leave.

I won't dignify this post with a response of substance Goddess.....suffice it to say that if we 'read' very close between the lines, you've given yourself away in this very post. You admit lying, cheating not only on your friends but on your family, manipulating me to garner information and then describing my honesty with you as 'stupidity'. There are those of us who need not live our lives so dishonestly. Oh and you weren't here to protect anyone - you were here to feather your nest and because it failed you've lost the plot. Life sucks eh? I think we can all see what you really are from this one post. And that's only the half of it.

Ben

I'm not going to delete all these threads about this right now, because it gives the confused a chance to catch up but when you're reading this stuff, remember that people are hurting and all the finger pointing is overblown. I'd like those involved to discuss this between themselves rather than on the forum in public, it's not very welcoming to have such a huge blowout here for everyone to read, if you want, I can make a private forum which only those at the center of this have access to and then you can say what you like to each other and I'll leave it alone - if you want to have some way of easily talking to each other, I can set that up, just let me know.

I don't want to see loads of major members being degraded by posts like the first one in this thread, that isn't fair and it's not cool. Fair enough you guys are hurting and have things to say, but this isn't the way to do it. It's between you guys and it should have stayed that way.

By the way, any new threads about this are going to get deleted, they'll only prolong the situation. Thanks.

I go away for a little while, and look what happens! Oh my.. people hurt one another, it's just life. We all go through it. I've had a tough time with my fiance and a tough time with family lately.

GEEZ.. you all are a bunch of loonies! I'll tell ya. Too easily fallen, too easily taken advantage of. Tsk tsk.

p_goddess, I really like you, and you're one of the reasons that I stick around here, and it's great when you post because I actually have someone to respond to.

I really thought the better of some of you, and thought you were more gaurded. I have a bit of an idea of what's going on, and who the main culprit is.. but damn. It's a shame.

X it is unfortunate but you are doing the right thing. I think it is important everyone remember that when you are part of an internet forum you have to be careful not to cross a certain line with your privacy. These forums can unintentionally lend to a degree of familiarity that was not necessarily intended and so X you had no choice but to do what you are doing to protect the integrity of this forum. X you are not a censor in this case, you are protecting people's privacy. It is the ethical thing to do until they can sort out their private matters in a private dignified way and I hope they do and come back when they have healed and realize for people like me or Aliensam or whoever we were not part of what-ever happened and just want to keep hearing from you and we don't really care what happened or need to know what happened nor would we judge anyone, etc. Its just life. People misunderstand each other, it hurts and then hopefully there is healing. when people are angry they say shit. I know I was a marriage counselor mediator for a long time. Its all cool. It all will heal if you let it. Until then, some people on this forum will wait or still will be there.

Thank you X. I dont know what is going on with these people leaving as I am a new member but I don't wish to see anymore of these threads. This looks like something that should be a private matter and should be left at that. The people who are leaving seem to me they are wanting people to give them sympathy and attention that is why they are making such a public spectacle of this. Hopefully everything works out for everyone, I am interested in discussing experiences and thoughts on the paranormal, I really don't care for all of this personal drama between members, please keep it a private matter

Ben that is private stuff between you and PG-the rest of us wont understand it nor should we get involved in it - it is between you and her - stay cool and work it out with her

Thanks Xander.. my oh my it reads more and more like a soap opera guys!.. stop now before you all loose respect of the posters. The best place for this kind of erm. disscusion is behind closed doors. I am suprised at all of you for making it so public. I thought you were all adults posting in that thread for goodness sake behave like them. Be cool like xander says . let some privacy amongst you and time do some healing.

I dunno what happened and i don't want to know. All i want is for everyone who is leaving to stay!

I agree with you.

I'm sure you can all settle this. Please do.

Everyone makes mistakes. And until you walk is someone's shoes you shouldn't judge.
Pgoddess you were the first person to welcome me here to this forum and I wish you'd stay. There are a lot of people that love hearing from you.
I don't know who else is leaving, or what happened, nor do I want to...but all I know was this forum was better for having you all in it.
Friends will still be waiting when you're ready to give us a chance.
LOL Donna :cry: :hippie:

why the fuck are all the top posters leaving or thinking of it, thats fucking messed up, soon ill be the most elder person here, iand i dont want to be, you guys need to stay, or atleast find us a replacement, which is impossible,
this secrets shit with you ben tutu, and all those other top posters is bull shit, let it slide, it will pass with time, and you willl forget it.

PG shit happens when people get close and conflict arises and its nature's way of saying step back you got too close. And you know that.

You also know many people of many different belief systems connect with you here. So don't leave people who share with you because of an ego thing. I understand if you need to distance and heal but don't do it because of pride or ego o.k.?

I know you are a gentle soul. Gentle souls do not like confrontation and anger.

Gentle souls do not like to be hated or the brunt of anger. I dig. I dig. But let it go and in time when you are ready start communicating again for those of us who do not know the details, do not want to know the details and don't care about the details.

There is space for us. sdon't displace us because of a need to get away from something else. You can do both you know.

This forum won't be the same without you Goddess, have enjoyed your posts Would rather you stayed.