If you really want to figure out if you've had experiences, you should post about specific weird things that have happened to you. I can't glean anything from reading this since there are so few details to examine, mostly just broad statements about things that happened in the past.
Be careful about doing things like this as well. If you are searching for acknowledgement about having been abducted... then you will likely find acknowledgement about having been abducted. Strive for the truth as opposed to what could give you a good feeling. Observe everything as objectively as possible.
"Let yourself be silently drawn by the strangle pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray."