Thread: My greatest secret revealed!!!

I am only posting this because I truly trust those on this site. Nobody has proven to me otherwise. I believe thereto be very intelligent life forms on AU as well. That IMO though.

I have a heart condition or so the doctors think. I have an extra electrical circuit from my heart to my brain that when activated it causes me to black out and sometimes go into fits of convulsions and I sometimes lose hours or a day of my life. I feel as though I am still conscious however when I black out.

There has been a few times that I can remember that when I blacked out strange but very familiar voices talk to me or somehow feel as though they are a memory coming back to me. Every time I come back from blacking out I feel more different than before. I fell more at ease but at the same time more stressed out than I ever have been. I feel an almost eerie depression for this world and it's inhabitant but I also feel a great excitement. I can't really describe it or fully understand it myself.

I only have one story I am permitted to explain.

It was march 10th 2010, I was in my living room watching t.v. When the t.v. Suddenly went red instead of black but that was all. It was just red. I remember being fixed on the t.v. When this happened almost like a trance like feeling. It felt like it was sucking something out of me. Keep in mind it is almost impossible for me to truly describe this but I'm doing the best I can. I felt not my physical being being sucked in but something else. I suddenly snapped out of it and got up to turn off the t.v. But when I got to it I blacked out and fell to the ground in front of my t.v. I remember hearing voices but also remembered I was the only one home and the t.v. Wasn't working right now. This voice was like that of a child but also like that of a growling ghost. I remember it calling me by a name but I don't remember what the name was. I can only remember it telling me that the truth shall be revealed on the predetermined time. And I remember it saying dearest one Alot! (That is why you might have noticed me ending my posts or replies with my dearest ones or just dearest ones) Then my sight slowly came back and the t.v. Was off.

We had to throw the t.v. Away cause it never worked properly anymore. Every time we turned it on it was red and there were like very clean and almost planned static noises. At the time we thought it was broke now I'm starting to reconsider. Maybe it my communication or maybe not.

To this day I still have my blackouts but I do not trust the doctors to see them about it. I am posting this because after what I've read here so far you all seem to have the right idea and concept as to what is our fate. I hope this might help others and I hope others will have some insight as to what is happening.

Please don't be to judgmental. This is hard for me to say because ei don't want to be labeled. Reply if you have any insights or anything else you want to share thank you for reading

My Dearest Ones- Matthew M.